Speaker reflects on forgiveness and personal beliefs (Part 3)

To be back, and it was just the most beautiful moment to really see how much he'd changed. It was such a beautiful moment of forgiveness that I had as well, because I just wanted to be Daddy's little girl, you know, again. I. Since then, yeah, my family have been such a big part of my life. Yeah. They're just honestly my rock. So I still. I moved to Melbourne and I still continued to pursue acting. Then I ended up having a brief relationship with someone who was in the acting course and who had been a little bit more experienced than me in the acting world, the acting industry. So he'd kind of seen a little bit of, I suppose, what the industry could really be, like, certain things that I was revealed, you know, it scared me. Hollywood could be really dark place. Yeah. And I think I hadn't really been exposed to that much darkness that it really sort of. Yeah. It made me realize, like, this was around the same time that all of the stuff about Diddy came out. Yeah. And so it was like, all of this stuff coming to light about the darkness that's actually going on behind these people that are in power. It just really made me think, like, if there's this much darkness that's actually going on behind the scenes, then there must be a light of the same caliber on the other side of the spectrum, you know? Yeah. And so it really. I guess it sort of made me curious about Christianity again. When I lost my testimony, I never felt like I regained it again because I didn't buy into this idea of a perfect being that has no issues at all. I'm like, no, everything has, like, a bad side, a bad streak, or a good. You know, there's. There's no, like, perfection in something, you know? Yeah.