Reflecting on a transformative spiritual experience (Part 3)

Israelites go through and the Egyptians get demolished and my whole entire body got chills. And in like a split second, in that moment, I just knew that there was nothing more powerful than God and that the Lord is the truth and he is the one and only power. He is the one and only God. Wow. And that was a moment that I really can't describe as anything but the spirit really, really touching me and blessing me by giving me that knowledge in an instant. You know, I remember I literally said, after I said, wow, I really need to change some things in my life now because I've been revealed what I know to be the truth. And so I. Reading the Bible again from, from Genesis, started reading it. Everything I read, I was just like, this, this is exactly the kind of life that I want to be following. And I knew that in the past, I. I wasn't living that way. And so it was like my goal to, to improve, to change my ways. And then after reading more and more of the Bible, I started to read more about Jesus Christ and his life on earth and learning about the atonement and learning about the in depth, about the detail that he suffered for us. That really touched me. And it got to a point where I had truly been touched by everything that I was reading and I was praying. There was a moment where I just saw all of my sins that I'd done for the past 12 years. And at the time, in those 12 years, I had no idea that they were sins. I was just like, oh, I'm just living my life, you know? And all of those sins just came to me. Honestly, it was just like Elmer the Younger, where you just like, he just saw all of it and I just was in so much pain.