Carina shares her transformative self-reflection

Because I was doing tarot card readings as well. So I guess people don't realize, but when you do things like tarot card readings or witchy rituals or things of the occult, you are giving up your energy. And it's all about if your intention. If you give permission or your intention to do that sort of work and work with those spirits, which are actually just demons, then they're gonna take things from you and you're gonna feel like you don't have much of a soul left. And that was sort of where I was at. I was just very. Felt a little bit like a shell, just trying to get what I could. And so then it came to a point where that guy who was sort of leading me down not the best path, I guess, thankfully ended things with me. I wasn't really expecting it. And I think that made me really look at myself for the first time in a while and be like, who have I become? Because I looked in the mirror genuinely and didn't recognize who I was and didn't like the decisions that I was making, the choices that I was making. My morals had just gone out the window. And I had a moment of really thinking about what it was about me that I felt I needed to change because I knew something needed to change because I was just getting more and more depressed every day. I've struggled with a lot of mental health in the past, a lot of issues, and it was at this point where it was getting really bad again. And so I said, okay, when was the last time that I felt genuinely happy or that I felt genuinely like I was being myself and not filtering anything for anyone? I'm really thinking about it. I was like, probably when I was in Young Woman's. And that was a huge realization for me.